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Saturday, July 8, 2006

12:05PM

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

It's all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes down
I don't know where it is, I don't know when, but I want you around
When it falls into place with you and I, we go from if to when
Your side and mine are both behind it's indication

This is going to bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Don't let your head rule you heart
Don't let your world be torn apart
Don't keep it all to yourself
Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me

I know Its hard when you're feeling down
To lift your feet up off the ground
We make mistakes but doesn't everybody
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see, if you stick together
You're gonna find a way
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Now we're broken on the floor
She just wants me to share her
It hasn't been this way before
She just wants me to dare her

The phone rings
And she screams

Stab my back
It's better when I bleed for you
You walk on me
It never was enough to do
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

11:20PM - F

Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter.
Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal (or in my comments, if you wish), including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and then pass out letters to those who want to play along. </a></strong></a>[info]thesqueaktoy gave me a F.

1) Freedom- Freedom isn't free, and it's something i need and miss about being single, and I hope to have it back soon. Really soon.

2) Fighter- I'm a fighter not a lover. haha. I like to be pissed at people and hold grudges. haha Well I don't like it, but it happens.

3) Fun- I'm pretty fun to be around sometimes.

4) Funky- Welcome to funky town, I like this song. It's great.

5) Fuck- One of my favorite words so i can give you a BIG FUCK YOU.

6) Fingers- I love hands, and my favorite finger is my Middle.

7) Fame- I wish I was famous and loved and adored, but i'm happy being me for now.

8) Fortune- I desperately need this.

9) Fake- Something I'm really good at being, and it's not a good thing. And something too many girls are.

10) Fashion- I only wish I could be a fashion expert, but hell you know you like it.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

3:54PM

he has dimples <3

Wednesday, February 2, 2005

8:44PM - me with curly frizzy hair.

and pink eyeshadow. and a lot of mascara.. and some lipstick..


too much makeup i know.
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lookin like an idiot is so FUN!


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ohhhhhh well...


creepy.  but halfway decent...


*love*



Friday, January 28, 2005

11:18PM

idk what to write, but i'm writing anyway.
ah the joy of being stupid.
I hate clinginess.
hmm.. who could i possibly be talking about?

Current mood: cranky

Thursday, January 27, 2005

4:00PM

CELL CITY!!
You'd LOVE my drawing <3 considering how ugly it is...
:).. i'll take pictures of it and put it on photobucket.
Ryan's Back at Dorman.
he's gotten taller, skinnier, and.. just better.
I just keep wondering though.. what it would be like now if i had gone out w/ him last year.
well. I never really thought about it, but i've missed him.
I wish he'd talk more.
but i guess that's what happens at military school.
Gonna practice my violin. 5th day in a row.
gonna study for biology 5th day in a row.
:)

Current mood: good

Sunday, January 9, 2005

12:58PM - lol got it from morgane

At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will beTrashman
You will be worth$961,382
Everyone will think youare really hot
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Current mood: HAHA
Current music: lala-ashley simpson

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

10:09PM - if you want a good laugh

go here

Current mood: weird
Current music: one two step- ciara feat. missy elliot

Monday, November 15, 2004

4:24PM

ok. so. i had a good weekend. Went out w/ morgane. but yesterday. I fell asleep like after morgane left. and woke up. at 7 o'clock this morning. And it's weird b/c i was fine during the day. but i just couldn't get up. maybe it's b/c i had nothing to do. i have to make 20 Christmas Cheer Cards for Beta Club. and i have a meeting for interact club tomorrow morning at 7:45. Tired. Geoff's supposed to take me to Walmart and shit one day this week. when, i am still unsure. I'm so tired.. it makes me sick. god damnit.

Wednesday, September 1, 2004

5:58PM - wireless works

but keeps screwing up, i don't know how to use the d/l thingy yet. but oh well byes!

Current mood: calm
Current music: Inside Out- Eve 6

Monday, August 30, 2004

5:47PM - lalala

*yawn* school was boring. but i woke up at 6 this morning, and it was all dark, and around 7 ish or something, I watched the sun rise!! it was sooooooo pretty! Found out some good stuff today.. I have almost NO homework... *yay* I'm loving the star thingies... If you can't tell. ROSA I WANT THOSE PICTURES (emailing would be nice) We gotta move our computer to a different place. lol. I'm supposed to wear a halter tomorrow, just because, but i dunno if i really want to... ack. I should wear the asian halter. *_~ but nah, i'm not. haha, this morning, my dad was all knocking on my door telling me to get up, and I was downstairs. I just kinda went like *ahem* and he looked at me and then he was like "get ready for school" and I was already dressed. Man!!! I was like on top of everything today!! It was great. I just felt so alive today, and jumpy, and giddy. Except, this morning, Kat, Jen, and me wanted to go upstairs to go to our lockers, and like some dude, I don't know who it was, was all like "you can't go up there" and "do you want ISS?" and then "go to the cafeteria" and our stuff was in mr. parris's class, so we were gonna go turn around and get it, and he wouldn't even let us do that...so we had to go to the cafeteria...ugh..But you should've seen me and Jennifer, we were falling all down the stairs and shit afterschool. It was SO crazy. I dunno, maybe there was something in the oranges I made orange juice with... b/c my dad doesn't want me to drink the Tropicana stuff. "It's not fresh" so yeah i had to squeeze it myself. It was all good though. but I dunno why we buy it if we're just gonna go squeeze our own. ?_? oh well. I'm sorry you're wasting your time reading this. But today was just a good day, and it's still a good day, and I hope it won't go downhill. I'm very happy at the moment. ^_^ AnywaysI'm downloading some sound thing right now boring but oh well. It's taking forever, but I'm out. love to all

Current mood: hyper
Current music: Clint Eastwood- The Gorillaz

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

4:43PM - awww.. too cute!!

Richie, my baby cousin, was standing by himself today. and he goes "mum mum" and took two steps and then fell. I was gonna cry. It was toooo cute!! I love that baby! He'll be one year old pretty soon!!! awwwwww! I love babies.
School's been ok, had 2 tests today. I guess I did ok, but on my English one, I could've used more practice. Since I wasn't in that class the 1st two days, i dunno some of the stuff. but it is all good. Math "pfft" easy. lol well probably cuz mrs. brewer gave like a lot of hw. so :) oh well. Orchestra was boring. :( oh and i got in trouble for my shirt, again "pfft". she said you could see through it. -um..ok-
Moving on, I'm kinda pissed. But yeah. The baby walked!! so so so cute!! LOVE It!! *mwah* Well, I'm out to call a couple of people byes

Current mood: bouncy
Current music: Get the Party Started-Pink

Monday, August 23, 2004

6:10PM - bored

bored.. i'll have to write later!!

Current mood: silly
Current music: Somebody Told Me- The Killers

Sunday, August 22, 2004

1:55PM - FRESH AIR

I'm doing better than I was yesterday, I slept for like 9 hours! which is good for me, so don't ruin it. Once I woke up, which was around... 11 or 11:30 am?, I called Chelsey because she had a game at 12 and i wanted to wish her luck and all that good stuff. Then called Jennifer. It was funny because I was outside the whole time, because it feels good outside, and I can breathe a lot better. It was drizzling too. Which was nice. After I called Jen, I called Rosa, and now I'm online, and I'm supposed to call Jen back. soo... I think i'll go do that. WE're going to the mall in about an hour? I still don't know what to wear,but what the hell, it doesn't really matter. I gotta go pee too. lol so i'm gonna go do that, my underwear is so pretty. I swear! it's this realy pretty like cyan color, and it's glittery...and I bet you all think i'm weird for writing about my underwear...well.. too bad for you! byes!

Current mood: mellow
Current music: Girl All the Bad Guys Want -- Bowling for Soup

Saturday, August 21, 2004

11:18PM - I might be sick

I can't really breathe right. It's weird. My dad has put me on just about every herbal thing you can think of. And I dunno if it helps or not. He gave me these really weird ball things.... like little pills but they're actually cough drops. I dunno. I don't really feel sick like not now, but my dad's all like "OH MY GOD YOU'RE SICK!!" haha. we're not going to columbia tomorrow, and me and jen are going to the mall.. what to wear... alright. I'm tired, but not sleepy. I just don't want to do anything. Gotta finish HW tomorrow! Alright, well bye

Current mood: sick
Current music: girl's not grey- A.F.I.

8:24AM - ack..

i keep playing solitare, and i keep losing....what the hell.. so, oh well... um nothing much here, i'm just reading up on other people's diaries... ROSA I LOVE YOU! always and forever, morgane's away message is sayin she's doing good. so that's good. i don't know if i already wrote that i'm not going to columbia this sunday...it's nothing against anyone, i'm just not up to it. so yeah... uh i'm gonna go now tho b/c it's like 8:45.... ah! lol oh well...i went to sleep at 2:55 ish? because i was cleaning my room, closet, and drawers. and moving everything like my favorite shirts are like on the top right part of my closet, and the ones that are like.... decent or that i will still wear, are like in the bottom right. in the big left part are my dresses, skirts, and pants. and then T-shirts i really don't wear, are in my drawers, along with tanks and shorts. I'm trying to have it clean by the time rosa gets back so then, idk...it will be clean? obviously...um sorry this was so boring. but thank you for wasting your time reading this...i hope you have a very good day. I gotta expand my vocabulary
-Tim is lost a tooth today! *whoo*-
there are crows on our front lawn..I want one..they're so cute!

Current mood: giddy
Current music: Truly Madly Deeply- Savage Garden

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

9:07PM - school

It's fun and all, I hate the classes, but I'm doing ok i guess. Favorite time of day, lunch. Jonathan tried to pick me up today...not cool since I was wearing a skirt. Oh well, at least he didn't. Too much homework. byes

Current mood: bored
Current music: Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park

Sunday, August 15, 2004

11:41PM - Rosa's at USC

I miss her. ...i hate today... blah, i love you rosa lots and lots forever and always!! you better call!!

Current mood: sad
Current music: Crush by Mandy Moore

Thursday, July 22, 2004

8:36PM - I, Robot

Pretty good movie, went with Trish, Martina, Ev, and Stefan. Trish has to leave tomorrow :( i'm gonna miss her! well hot brynes guy at the mall. Joel something. Oh well, it was cool
I LOVE YOU TRISHA!!!
oh, i forgot to write last sunday about going to the mall and stuff. We didn't get to go swimming. lol we spent too much time at the mall. CUTE dresses, and yeah, I hope to go back and buy it. But Ev and Trish are my two fav. lesbian lovers ;) lol "I'm cold" good times. love you!!

Current mood: happy
Current music: walk idiot walk- the hives

Friday, July 2, 2004

10:55PM - Comin to America!!

Trish is coming back tomorrow!! and I get to see her on Sunday!! so *yay* We're gonna go shopping and then swim at Ev's. So it'll be fun!! awww i'm so excited! can't wait to see her! byes

Current mood: excited
Current music: Hey Mama by Black-Eyed Peas

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