We're one in the sameSaturday, July 8, 200612:05PMIf I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait My heart has started to separate ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ There now, steady love, so few come and don't go Will you won't you, be the one I always know When I'm losing my control, the city spins around You're the only one who knows, you slow it down ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ And suddenly I become a part of your past I'm becoming the part that don't last I'm losing you and its effortless Without a sound we lose sight of the ground In the throw around Never thought that you wanted to bring it down I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes We'd never know what's wrong without the pain Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there Maybe you want it maybe you need it Maybe it's all you're running from Perfection will not come Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted She is everything I want that I never knew I needed It's all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes down I don't know where it is, I don't know when, but I want you around When it falls into place with you and I, we go from if to when Your side and mine are both behind it's indication This is going to bring me clarity This'll take the heart right out of me ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Don't let your head rule you heart Don't let your world be torn apart Don't keep it all to yourself Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me That's the way it should be Someone like me I know Its hard when you're feeling down To lift your feet up off the ground We make mistakes but doesn't everybody ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never go till we're one Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I can read your mind and I know your story I see what you're going through It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry But I know it will come to you Don't surrender 'cause you can win In this thing called love When you want it the most there's no easy way out When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt Don't give up on your faith Love comes to those who believe it And that's the way it is When you question me for a simple answer I don't know what to say, no But it's plain to see, if you stick together You're gonna find a way ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Hard to be sure Sometimes I feel so insecure And loves so distant and obscure Remains the cure All by myself Don't wanna be All by myself Anymore ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ There were those empty threats and hollow lies And whenever you tried to hurt me I just hurt you even worse And so much deeper There were hours that just went on for days When alone at last we'd count up all the chances That were lost to us forever But you were history with the slamming of the door And I made myself so strong again somehow And I never wasted any of my time on you since then But if I touch you like this And if you kiss me like that It was so long ago But it's all coming back to me If you touch me like this And if I kiss you like that It was gone with the wind But it's all coming back to me ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Let me know that I've done wrong When I've known this all along I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know When we live such fragile lives It's the best way we survive I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Now we're broken on the floor She just wants me to share her It hasn't been this way before She just wants me to dare her The phone rings And she screams Stab my back It's better when I bleed for you You walk on me It never was enough to do ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall everyone stands Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along Move along So a day when you've lost yourself completely Could be a night when your life ends Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving All the pain held in your Hands are shaking cold Your hands are mine to hold ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Wednesday, June 28, 200611:20PM - FComment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Tuesday, February 22, 2005Wednesday, February 2, 20058:44PM - me with curly frizzy hair.and pink eyeshadow. and a lot of mascara.. and some lipstick.. Friday, January 28, 200511:18PMidk what to write, but i'm writing anyway. Current mood: Thursday, January 27, 20054:00PMCELL CITY!! Current mood: Sunday, January 9, 2005Wednesday, November 17, 200410:09PM - if you want a good laughCurrent mood: Current music: one two step- ciara feat. missy elliot Monday, November 15, 20044:24PMok. so. i had a good weekend. Went out w/ morgane. but yesterday. I fell asleep like after morgane left. and woke up. at 7 o'clock this morning. And it's weird b/c i was fine during the day. but i just couldn't get up. maybe it's b/c i had nothing to do. i have to make 20 Christmas Cheer Cards for Beta Club. and i have a meeting for interact club tomorrow morning at 7:45. Tired. Geoff's supposed to take me to Walmart and shit one day this week. when, i am still unsure. I'm so tired.. it makes me sick. god damnit. Wednesday, September 1, 20045:58PM - wireless worksbut keeps screwing up, i don't know how to use the d/l thingy yet. but oh well byes! Current mood: Current music: Inside Out- Eve 6 Monday, August 30, 20045:47PM - lalala*yawn* school was boring. but i woke up at 6 this morning, and it was all dark, and around 7 ish or something, I watched the sun rise!! it was sooooooo pretty! Found out some good stuff today.. I have almost NO homework... *yay* I'm loving the star thingies... If you can't tell. ROSA I WANT THOSE PICTURES (emailing would be nice) We gotta move our computer to a different place. lol. I'm supposed to wear a halter tomorrow, just because, but i dunno if i really want to... ack. I should wear the asian halter. *_~ but nah, i'm not. haha, this morning, my dad was all knocking on my door telling me to get up, and I was downstairs. I just kinda went like *ahem* and he looked at me and then he was like "get ready for school" and I was already dressed. Man!!! I was like on top of everything today!! It was great. I just felt so alive today, and jumpy, and giddy. Except, this morning, Kat, Jen, and me wanted to go upstairs to go to our lockers, and like some dude, I don't know who it was, was all like "you can't go up there" and "do you want ISS?" and then "go to the cafeteria" and our stuff was in mr. parris's class, so we were gonna go turn around and get it, and he wouldn't even let us do that...so we had to go to the cafeteria...ugh..But you should've seen me and Jennifer, we were falling all down the stairs and shit afterschool. It was SO crazy. I dunno, maybe there was something in the oranges I made orange juice with... b/c my dad doesn't want me to drink the Tropicana stuff. "It's not fresh" so yeah i had to squeeze it myself. It was all good though. but I dunno why we buy it if we're just gonna go squeeze our own. ?_? oh well. I'm sorry you're wasting your time reading this. But today was just a good day, and it's still a good day, and I hope it won't go downhill. I'm very happy at the moment. ^_^ AnywaysI'm downloading some sound thing right now boring but oh well. It's taking forever, but I'm out. love to all Current mood: Current music: Clint Eastwood- The Gorillaz Tuesday, August 24, 20044:43PM - awww.. too cute!!Richie, my baby cousin, was standing by himself today. and he goes "mum mum" and took two steps and then fell. I was gonna cry. It was toooo cute!! I love that baby! He'll be one year old pretty soon!!! awwwwww! I love babies. Current mood: Current music: Get the Party Started-Pink Monday, August 23, 20046:10PM - boredbored.. i'll have to write later!! Current mood: Current music: Somebody Told Me- The Killers Sunday, August 22, 20041:55PM - FRESH AIRI'm doing better than I was yesterday, I slept for like 9 hours! which is good for me, so don't ruin it. Once I woke up, which was around... 11 or 11:30 am?, I called Chelsey because she had a game at 12 and i wanted to wish her luck and all that good stuff. Then called Jennifer. It was funny because I was outside the whole time, because it feels good outside, and I can breathe a lot better. It was drizzling too. Which was nice. After I called Jen, I called Rosa, and now I'm online, and I'm supposed to call Jen back. soo... I think i'll go do that. WE're going to the mall in about an hour? I still don't know what to wear,but what the hell, it doesn't really matter. I gotta go pee too. lol so i'm gonna go do that, my underwear is so pretty. I swear! it's this realy pretty like cyan color, and it's glittery...and I bet you all think i'm weird for writing about my underwear...well.. too bad for you! byes! Current mood: Current music: Girl All the Bad Guys Want -- Bowling for Soup Saturday, August 21, 200411:18PM - I might be sickI can't really breathe right. It's weird. My dad has put me on just about every herbal thing you can think of. And I dunno if it helps or not. He gave me these really weird ball things.... like little pills but they're actually cough drops. I dunno. I don't really feel sick like not now, but my dad's all like "OH MY GOD YOU'RE SICK!!" haha. we're not going to columbia tomorrow, and me and jen are going to the mall.. what to wear... alright. I'm tired, but not sleepy. I just don't want to do anything. Gotta finish HW tomorrow! Alright, well bye Current mood: Current music: girl's not grey- A.F.I. 8:24AM - ack..i keep playing solitare, and i keep losing....what the hell.. so, oh well... um nothing much here, i'm just reading up on other people's diaries... ROSA I LOVE YOU! always and forever, morgane's away message is sayin she's doing good. so that's good. i don't know if i already wrote that i'm not going to columbia this sunday...it's nothing against anyone, i'm just not up to it. so yeah... uh i'm gonna go now tho b/c it's like 8:45.... ah! lol oh well...i went to sleep at 2:55 ish? because i was cleaning my room, closet, and drawers. and moving everything like my favorite shirts are like on the top right part of my closet, and the ones that are like.... decent or that i will still wear, are like in the bottom right. in the big left part are my dresses, skirts, and pants. and then T-shirts i really don't wear, are in my drawers, along with tanks and shorts. I'm trying to have it clean by the time rosa gets back so then, idk...it will be clean? obviously...um sorry this was so boring. but thank you for wasting your time reading this...i hope you have a very good day. I gotta expand my vocabulary Current mood: Current music: Truly Madly Deeply- Savage Garden Tuesday, August 17, 20049:07PM - schoolIt's fun and all, I hate the classes, but I'm doing ok i guess. Favorite time of day, lunch. Jonathan tried to pick me up today...not cool since I was wearing a skirt. Oh well, at least he didn't. Too much homework. byes Current mood: Current music: Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park Sunday, August 15, 200411:41PM - Rosa's at USCI miss her. ...i hate today... blah, i love you rosa lots and lots forever and always!! you better call!! Current mood: Current music: Crush by Mandy Moore Thursday, July 22, 20048:36PM - I, RobotPretty good movie, went with Trish, Martina, Ev, and Stefan. Trish has to leave tomorrow :( i'm gonna miss her! well hot brynes guy at the mall. Joel something. Oh well, it was cool Current mood: Current music: walk idiot walk- the hives Friday, July 2, 200410:55PM - Comin to America!!Trish is coming back tomorrow!! and I get to see her on Sunday!! so *yay* We're gonna go shopping and then swim at Ev's. So it'll be fun!! awww i'm so excited! can't wait to see her! byes Current mood: Current music: Hey Mama by Black-Eyed Peas Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |


